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Them and me

The pain you feel
Is not for real.
It's in your head
It will disappear.

That is what my so called doctor said.
It feelt like a slapp in my face.

Take some painkillers
And a lot of rest.
Why do you give me painkillers?
Is it some kind of test?

My friends and family think that I'm lazy
even boring to see.
Can they not see?
What the pain is doing to me?

It stels my life.
It breaks me down.
I can't feel myself.
I think I will drown.

Drown in the black hole.
Where my sense of self fades.

Maybe I am just crazy?

Can I not trust myself anymore?

I now know the answer.
Because one person understood.
That one is now many.
I was just missunderstod.

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