NoNamed Emptyness

Feelings of emptiness is filling a hole.
Or is it another feeling, growing undetected.
The feeling is like a sticky blanket
I canot find the water to cleanse it away

My heart is pounding, but the reason is lost
Where is the clear spring I lost this key again?
A burning fire covers my body whole
All I can feel is pain, will it ever stop?

Spirit no longer part of the flesh.
Soul no longer among reality
Bits and pieces that no longer fits
But longs to be together in an endles twist

Will I ever become one again
Will the hole be gone when the pieses fits?
Or is someting missing in the center?
The glue that never sticks.

But the darknes that does.

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