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True Pain

The darkness whispers of gentle death.
The sorrow in my heart, buried in my chest.
Clawing its way to get out, imprisoned by my pain.
Tears bursting out, the blood is dripping like the summer rain.

My head exploding by thoughts of your betrayal.
On the ground I now lie, gasping for air that never comes.
My body shaking of the cold, hear your pounding on the door.
A gaping wound that will never heal, darkness colours the bloody trail.

Crying I know, release is soon to come.
Crying I know you will never hurt me but this once.

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